I learned the idea of the "Should Monster" from Cartoonist turned Creativity Guru Jessica Abel. This guy makes me feel so guilty about not drawing. I have felt very uncreative for weeks since the the School of Visual Arts fiasco. There are 3 weeks left and I haven't decided if I am going to go or quit.
It's ok to press pause and reflect. Artists reflect. I have a few new ideas that are just starting to bubble up. An AT&T repairman reacted so positively to my oil paintings that actually felt like I might draw or paint again. Thanks Woody.
The light of creativity is still under horizon but I'm starting to see the reflection of the sun. I am an orange moon.